Affects: A sense of pride, deep surging pride, a horrible sort of loneliness, a painful happiness, and a spot of grief. And above all, what you least expect from someone like her, tenderness. (And so many other things.)
Status; Some words are blurred over, unless you are someone familiar to her, (Suzaku, Lelouch, . . )
Note: Heavy spoilerish? "( ) " are thoughts and memories.
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